Pale Broken Wings

• 2012-01-13

  Protector

  When we first met it was raining hard wasn’t it?
  Even though it was raining it was obvious you were crying
  Even though there are times when a feeling of sadness attacks you
  I care every second that passes you

  Because I know the reason to why your tears flow
  I was standing close to you
  To stop all your tears

  I will protect you
  From all things that make you suffer
  I don’t care if I can’t do anything else
  I can not make it perfect
  But I will make sure to make u happy

  I will swear every time that I will protect you

  The first thing you heard from me was don’t cry wasn’t it?
  You were telling me a lie but you were still crying
  Even if u were criticizing yourself for not being able to laugh
  I love every second that passes you

  The time when it was storming and I went out to look for you
  I promised myself I must protect you when I saw you standing in the rain
  I will protect you, from everything that makes you suffer
  I don’t care if other people laugh at me

  I swear, I will protect you no matter what

  Until a shooting star passes by I will match my breathing with you
  I pray I am able to protect you, who is praying to the stars
  When my life ends I want you close to me
  At least in the very last second, this time please be the one to watch over me

  I will protect you, from every thing that makes you suffer
  I don’t care if I can’t do anything else
  I can’t make miracles but being with you is a miracle
  I swear, I will protect you no matter what

• 2011-10-06

  Blue Sky

  You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
  You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
  You’ve yet to learn what sadness is
  And are now just grasping what pain is like
  Even the feelings I have for you must be expressed in words
  As you awake from a dream into an unknown world
  Spread your wings and take flight
  You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
  You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
  You know if you can just make it through, you’ll find what you seek
  So keep trying to break free
  To that blue, blue sky

• 2011-07-02

  The Piano Trap

  The answer must be somewhere
  I know I find myself better then anyone else
  That’s because I believe
  
  I can not move an inch
  With these piano strings covering the entire world
  They cut frigidly into my skin
  And its like I’ve stepped into a hidden trap and set it in motion
  If I reach out id find that tomorrow I longed for
  I’ll touch it with my fingertips
  
  Another day tomorrow
  I’ll never stop pressing on from yesterday
  If I just close my eyes and run
  I’d hit the future
  I know myself better then anyone else
  And that’s became I believe
  
  

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  My Way

  Blazing by with a parched heart
  I’m sorry I cant do anything
  Even sharing the pain,
  Is something you wouldn’t allow
  To live an innocent life without looking back
  You turn your back to me and leave on the lonely road
  I’ll follow you
  Even in the toughest of the worlds shadows
  I’m sure you’ll glimmer and cross over the future’s edge
  Making sure the soul doesn’t break from its frailness
  My way, right now overlaps upon the two

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  Steam Train

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  Abandoned Building - Photographed in a monochrome style

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  A Shade Of Darkness

  A monochrome balloon in the sky
  Alone, I gaze up at the square scenery
  Till now, just how many dreams must I
  Have brought to an end like that - as dreams?
  Dropping my eyes to my feet,
  I guessed they must’ve walked away again in that instant
  A girl biting her nails held out sky blue paints to me
  When you mixed red and yellow to make orange
  That naively made me smile too
  I followed your example of how to paint those dreams
  What of the bruises on your arm and neck?
  What about the way you’re crying in the painting?
  You quietly smile “bye bye”
  What could have been hiding on the flip side of that smile?
  
  Are your unhealed wounds spreading each day?
  Did you smile cause you’re too young to regret that grief?
  
  With the sky blue paints you gave me
  I’m going to paint a dream, so I can get stronger
  I’ll try to paint a dream where I can
  Smear out and end this worlds darkness

  Beautiful flowers don’t bloom near true love
  A light passing through the pain
  Coils straight around the heart’s wrinkles, heals it, and blooms
  Imagine all of that
  Jealousy with nowhere to put it, passing by it day after day
  People who inject anesthesia in a darkness called solitude
  Resisting it are the people who accept feelings as their own
  Yeah, to reach his own… there’s no answer
  I’m just running through the darkness now
  No matter how much pain that will cause me
  Cause there are words I want to finish saying…
  
  What kind of wind do you walk through?
  What are you crying for?
  Who are you laughing with?
  What did you dream about?
  If you’re carrying that pain and joy and loneliness alone,
  you should be able to share this night
  
  Pain is shaking inside the heart, is it ok to sob?
  Believing that in this world, tears will keep drying
  I wont avert my eyes!
  Even if I look down, I wont turn around!
  I wont regret doing what I should anymore, I know that!
  I’ll catch the sunlight with both my hands
  Even holding despair in my arms, so I can be strong
  I’ll give my sadness over to the passing wind
  It’s okay to start walking again, facing tomorrow

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  Even if…

  I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
  I wonder within that repetition
  I found one answer; that even of I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
  I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
  
  Do you love me? Or not love me?
  As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
  No matter how I wish
  There are many unchangeable things on this world, right?
  That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
  Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
  
  I want to overcome thousands of nights and tell it to you
  There’s something that I must tell you
  I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
  I wander within repetition
  I found one answer; that even when I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
  I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
  It’s scary to turn my feelings onto words
  But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
  
  In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
  So we smile, sing vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
  Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
  And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
  
  On the path we came from and our destination
  When we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
  I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
  I, who repeated days of not being able to straigt forwadly, love my partner
  And hated being alone on that day
  Seemed to love people while unwounded
  
  I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
  There is something that I must tell you
  I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
  I wander within that repetition
  I found one answer; that even when I’m scared
  Even of on hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
  Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
  It’s the most wonderful thong in this world

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  Honesty Derived

  If there’s a feeling you can’t express
  No matter how much you hold me and hold me
  I’ll take in the pain
  That you can’t put into words now
  
  When did we grow up?
  And start hiding countless tears
  Behind badly-faked smiles
  Yes, We knew we’d get hurt
  We’re so close, yet for some reason
  I feel bittersweet sometimes
  
  You cried, saying you’d find something
  In the spring breeze that blows through this place
  And start to make your way
  
  If there’s a feeling you can’t express
  No matter how much you hold me and hold me
  I’ll put my ear to our two hearts joined as one
  And listen for your voice
  Don’t let go, Don’t let go
  We’re connected as one
  I’ll take the pain
  You can’t put it into words now
  
  Why can’t I be honest with you?
  If I could say that I want you by my side
  Then even my loneliness would have warmth
  You’re too nice, you can’t tell the tiniest lie
  When my hand seems like it’ll slip out of yours, you hold it tight
  
  If there’s a wish that won’t come true
  No matter how much you hold me and hold me
  I’ll pray to your freezing heart
  And send my voice to you
  Don’t let go, don’t let go
  Our hands are joined
  I’ll heart the wish
  That you can’t put into words now
  
  If there’s a feeling you can’t express
  No matter how much you hold me and hold me
  I’ll reach out to your heart and again and again
  And listen to your voice
  Don’t let go, don’t let go
  We’re connected as one
  I’ll take in the pain
  That you can’t put into words now