Pale Broken Wings

Protector

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 23:40:48 +0800

When we first met it was raining hard wasn’t it?
Even though it was raining it was obvious you were crying
Even though there are times when a feeling of sadness attacks you
I care every second that passes you

Because I know the reason to why your tears flow
I was standing close to you
To stop all your tears

I will protect you
From all things that make you suffer
I don’t care if I can’t do anything else
I can not make it perfect
But I will make sure to make u happy

I will swear every time that I will protect you

The first thing you heard from me was don’t cry wasn’t it?
You were telling me a lie but you were still crying
Even if u were criticizing yourself for not being able to laugh
I love every second that passes you

The time when it was storming and I went out to look for you
I promised myself I must protect you when I saw you standing in the rain
I will protect you, from everything that makes you suffer
I don’t care if other people laugh at me

I swear, I will protect you no matter what

Until a shooting star passes by I will match my breathing with you
I pray I am able to protect you, who is praying to the stars
When my life ends I want you close to me
At least in the very last second, this time please be the one to watch over me

I will protect you, from every thing that makes you suffer
I don’t care if I can’t do anything else
I can’t make miracles but being with you is a miracle
I swear, I will protect you no matter what

Blue Sky

Thu, 06 Oct 2011 22:43:23 +0800

You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You’ve yet to learn what sadness is
And are now just grasping what pain is like
Even the feelings I have for you must be expressed in words
As you awake from a dream into an unknown world
Spread your wings and take flight
You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You know if you can just make it through, you’ll find what you seek
So keep trying to break free
To that blue, blue sky

The Piano Trap

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 21:12:49 +0800

The answer must be somewhere
I know I find myself better then anyone else
That’s because I believe

I can not move an inch
With these piano strings covering the entire world
They cut frigidly into my skin
And its like I’ve stepped into a hidden trap and set it in motion
If I reach out id find that tomorrow I longed for
I’ll touch it with my fingertips

Another day tomorrow
I’ll never stop pressing on from yesterday
If I just close my eyes and run
I’d hit the future
I know myself better then anyone else
And that’s became I believe

My Way

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 20:59:52 +0800

Blazing by with a parched heart
I’m sorry I cant do anything
Even sharing the pain,
Is something you wouldn’t allow
To live an innocent life without looking back
You turn your back to me and leave on the lonely road
I’ll follow you
Even in the toughest of the worlds shadows
I’m sure you’ll glimmer and cross over the future’s edge
Making sure the soul doesn’t break from its frailness
My way, right now overlaps upon the two

Photo

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 15:50:48 +0800

Steam Train

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 15:16:47 +0800

Steam Train

Abandoned Building - Photographed in a monochrome style

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 15:04:24 +0800

Abandoned Building - Photographed in a monochrome style

A Shade Of Darkness

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 14:28:00 +0800

A monochrome balloon in the sky
Alone, I gaze up at the square scenery
Till now, just how many dreams must I
Have brought to an end like that - as dreams?
Dropping my eyes to my feet,
I guessed they must’ve walked away again in that instant
A girl biting her nails held out sky blue paints to me
When you mixed red and yellow to make orange
That naively made me smile too
I followed your example of how to paint those dreams
What of the bruises on your arm and neck?
What about the way you’re crying in the painting?
You quietly smile “bye bye”
What could have been hiding on the flip side of that smile?

Are your unhealed wounds spreading each day?
Did you smile cause you’re too young to regret that grief?

With the sky blue paints you gave me
I’m going to paint a dream, so I can get stronger
I’ll try to paint a dream where I can
Smear out and end this worlds darkness

Beautiful flowers don’t bloom near true love
A light passing through the pain
Coils straight around the heart’s wrinkles, heals it, and blooms
Imagine all of that
Jealousy with nowhere to put it, passing by it day after day
People who inject anesthesia in a darkness called solitude
Resisting it are the people who accept feelings as their own
Yeah, to reach his own… there’s no answer
I’m just running through the darkness now
No matter how much pain that will cause me
Cause there are words I want to finish saying…

What kind of wind do you walk through?
What are you crying for?
Who are you laughing with?
What did you dream about?
If you’re carrying that pain and joy and loneliness alone,
you should be able to share this night

Pain is shaking inside the heart, is it ok to sob?
Believing that in this world, tears will keep drying
I wont avert my eyes!
Even if I look down, I wont turn around!
I wont regret doing what I should anymore, I know that!
I’ll catch the sunlight with both my hands
Even holding despair in my arms, so I can be strong
I’ll give my sadness over to the passing wind
It’s okay to start walking again, facing tomorrow

Even if…

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 14:01:21 +0800

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wonder within that repetition
I found one answer; that even of I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things on this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within repetition
I found one answer; that even when I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings onto words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination
When we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straigt forwadly, love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even when I’m scared
Even of on hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thong in this world

Honesty Derived

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 14:00:04 +0800

If there’s a feeling you can’t express
No matter how much you hold me and hold me
I’ll take in the pain
That you can’t put into words now

When did we grow up?
And start hiding countless tears
Behind badly-faked smiles
Yes, We knew we’d get hurt
We’re so close, yet for some reason
I feel bittersweet sometimes

You cried, saying you’d find something
In the spring breeze that blows through this place
And start to make your way

If there’s a feeling you can’t express
No matter how much you hold me and hold me
I’ll put my ear to our two hearts joined as one
And listen for your voice
Don’t let go, Don’t let go
We’re connected as one
I’ll take the pain
You can’t put it into words now

Why can’t I be honest with you?
If I could say that I want you by my side
Then even my loneliness would have warmth
You’re too nice, you can’t tell the tiniest lie
When my hand seems like it’ll slip out of yours, you hold it tight

If there’s a wish that won’t come true
No matter how much you hold me and hold me
I’ll pray to your freezing heart
And send my voice to you
Don’t let go, don’t let go
Our hands are joined
I’ll heart the wish
That you can’t put into words now

If there’s a feeling you can’t express
No matter how much you hold me and hold me
I’ll reach out to your heart and again and again
And listen to your voice
Don’t let go, don’t let go
We’re connected as one
I’ll take in the pain
That you can’t put into words now

Not For Me, But For You

Sat, 02 Jul 2011 13:59:20 +0800

Pale broken wings
Your just a little tired
From the sky which is too blue
Don’t do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

Loneliness is still creeping up
A candle lit up inside
Totally incompatible with a splendid, bustling party

The hollowness of
The absence of your words
Is it okay just to bury them?
I still don’t know

At least within dreams
If I can swim freely even if there isn’t like that
even if everything until now is forgotten
even If I can face tomorrow…

Pale broken wings
Your just a little tired
From the sky which is too blue
Don’t do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself

The peacefulness of inferioty
Won’t come True so simply
Settling above yourself consciousness
A petal reflected by a mirror

Straining my lungs
Tryin to call dirtied love
However, it’s so frustrating

As times are passing
My wounds are cursed
My scabs are changed
You haven’t got that
So beautiful
Yet so short lived

After te scabs fall off
Just like the newer, shorter hair near the scar
My prayer are shaking in the bright light
I won’t forcibly try to love you…

Sometimes, in this world
We can try to walk ahead
It’s a little to bright, isn’t it?
It’s like we’re sinking
When we feel like giving up
The dry land sucks up our tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
We don’t have to take it all, you know
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Simple refrain isn’t courage……